Monday, January 30, 2012

I want to rust every piece of metal with u
We can take the sand from underneath the strongest foundation and we rust ever piece of metal
We eat the sand away from expensive houses
We are the ocean when the offshore wind grooms barrels and we are the ocean full of whitewater
You are the creek and i am the bay and we are the ocean
I think abt you as the sound of a military airplane breaking the sound barrier behind my parents house
I think about us as alone in the beatiful forests of the pine barrens in perfect weather
You are more than what i think is important
You are an involuntary necessary reason to be alive

you are the creek and i am the stream and we are the ocean

you are more than what i think is important 
you are an involuntary necessary reason to be alive
more than the conversations we have that bounce off of many cell phone towers
more than everything i post on the internet
i think about us as alone in the beatiful forests of the pine barrens in perfect weather
i think abt you as the sound of a military airplane breaking the sound barrier behind my parents house
you are the creek and i am the bay and we are the ocean
we are the ocean when the offshore wind grooms barrels and we are the ocean full of whitewater
we eat the sand away from expensive houses
we can take the sand from underneath the strongest foundations and we rust every piece of metal
i want to rust every piece of metal with u

i pause the ustream bc an ad is about to play and i dont want to miss anything

i am alternating between fullscreen and not fullscreen so i can type this
elaine sun sounds very intelligent
she just said a sandwich and a late caost 7 dollars i think
i am 72% drunk
someone just said '100 blog years'
jackson niewland is deleting his comments on steve roggenbucks status about a poem
'my face feels fucking fantastic right now'
i just got a boner
i think i have read what she is saying before
i have
brenda lol
she is hold a cellphone in one hand and a macbook in the other while reading
everyone just laughed real loud
someone just whispered "read them"
rele drunk now
feeling unattached to the realization that i need to read something by richard yates
uhhh
i feel like if i was in the presence of megan boyle irl she might want to sleep with me
but she would want to project that she hated me
i am unsure whether i would feel comfortable sleeping next to her in a bed after reading her list of everyone she has had sex with
but i would never do anything like that bc i have a gf that i love and want to marry someday
just sayin

wat

wat u got in that bag?
some of that sticky icky icky?
I have class in 5mins
I love my qwerty keyboard
A kid just walked by me seemingly laughing about nothing
Just read a draft of an im: "i am standing in a tree with 1 bar"

working

this one hasn't been working
ppl keep trying to log on
girl said 'u should put a piece of paper on it'
and i said 'i like watching ppl try'

i will treat you like a golf ball

i want to walk up to a random stranger and yell
get in the hole
directly into their face
like they are a golf ball

oh my god

the lab monitor is telling people they are fucked right now
the people are realizing the severity of this situation

the last time i had to print out things last minute before class there was a really long line by the printer and it wasnt working so i went to another building and printed my shit but then the teacher never collected it

i told a guy sitting next to me that the website was down
i dont know what counts as good writing or maybe i do, either way, i know that i am alive

a girl just turned her monitor towards me to plug something in
she just whispered oh my god

its not like i have to carry it around with me

i tried to do read the recommended reading but the website was down
i have two things to do today that i should have done already

workshopping my story will make it several times better

i thought it was good at one point but now i dont believe that anymore
i thought i was good at one point but now i dont believe that anymore

a woman said that her teacher isnt going to believe her about the website being down because last time she had a problem last time with printing something for class

i feel bad for the lab monitor he was helping a clueless racial woman
i do not want to mention her race it dosent matter

self doubt is stupider than you i smelled a fart before when a girl was sitting on the computer next to me

thinking that something can be good/bad, saying i love/hate you, something that makes sense/is nonsense
i wonder what time the post office closes sometimes when i look at writing i don't like the way it looks and that affects how i think about it

the internet is limitless so i might as well fill it up with as much as i can
its not like i have to carry it around with me

Saturday, January 28, 2012

to actually have feelings

im glad i chose not to drink tonight
sometimes its nice to actually have feelings

breath

i felt tired so i pressed
the screen to my chest
and i am listening to u breathe

i am lying next to you and you are warm


while You are sleeping
i write poems abt u
on my cellphone

the room is completely 
dark and i just thought 
i couldnt write this on 
a gameboy pocket 
not even a gameboy color

i felt tired so i pressed
the screen to my chest
and i am listening to you breathe

i am sitting in total darkness
you are the lighted screen in my room
and there is nowhere without us

my cellphone

while You are sleeping
i write poems abt u
on my cellphone

untitled

i am writing this poem
lying next to you
and you are warm

you are the lighted screen in my room

we are more than where anyone is
you are every and i am thing
we are everything
we are everywhere
we are everything there is
you and i are the only things that exist to me
nothing else exists except you
i am sitting in total darkness and you are the lighted screen in my room


We are where more than anyone is
You are every and i am thing
We are everything
There is nowhere without us
We are everywhere
We are everything there is
You and i are the only things that exist to me
Nothing else exists except u
I am sitting in a completely dark room and u are the lighted screen
You are the lightedd screen in my room
Go to the msueam/hav a plan

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Rowan hall reminds me of total recall
My stomach
Dosnt hurt
I think i will
Liek this teacher
Hes looking at the pictures
Stomach hurts
Sitting in
First day of class
I hope i liek this teacher plz
Wokeup to a woodchipper

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Humanism vs hitlerbro
humanism
Im a fuckin human being
You're fuckin hitler bro
yeahhhhh
Uneditwed uncensored raqwdogd
So new
Luv my neew blog
I cant sleep write
Brittany murophey
Beautiful bottle sleeping dog
"i cant sleep" 'read'
U scared?
Ill wreck u in madden bro
Private property story
Salmon fishing
Torkage on the shaft of the stick 'thats what she said'
Mindset of lenny and blake as fishermqan