pg 5

eye i said "when i don't smoke
or drink i think about serious
things all the time" and she
said "i don't smoke or drink
and i don't think about serious
things all the time" eye
i said "i have these moments
that are like panic attacks (or
i am afraid to admit that i eye
am having a panic attack) where
i feel horrible and discouraged
like everything i do is eye stupid