nobody is truly organic

i am lucky that i am sane
or think i am
(you don't know what it means to win)
sanity is a beautiful girl
on a warm day

thinking that a bug is biting you
but there is no bug
just not always thinking that
appreciation
appreciating music
i'm tired of having to do my hw
and being tired all the time
and wanting to smoke weed
and writing abt it
and singing abt it
but its not wrong to think this is not enough

i just want sunshine to feel warm
on my skin again
to be organic
but nobody is truly organic
no matter how vegan you are
you still have to breathe air
you still have to drive a car
if you want to get to work

when faced with a mechanical pencil
you can choose to use it or
just keep everything inside your head
it's better to let it out
turn yourself into music and clouds
since when were your senses never
enough for you
since the day you were born
that's when